i realised this today

i realised that i do not posess the mechanism in most people's brains that stresses you out over typical things, like bills, car accidents, getting robbed, and other things most people freak out about. im aware that these things exist and/or happen in my life, but i dont exhibit the typical stressed behavior that most do. it worries me a little because i dont go crazy when i have a bill and i dont prepare for paying it or if i wreck my car i am almost immediately over it. its nice not getting stressed out over those things but it just means i direct all my stress to other situations like schoolwork and make them seem so hopeless that i instantly want to give up before i even try. so i realised that today and im gonna try to either delete my stress all together, or figure out a way to dole it equally to each stressfull situation.